The Closet
Jimmy Jackson returned home after a long day of swimming at his friend’s house. Every muscle in his 12 year old body ached from the extensive exercise they had been through and now he wanted nothing more than to relax as he made his way up the staircase to his room.
As he entered the room he noticed that his mom had piled his clothes neatly on his bed indicating that he had to put them away, so he did. When it came time to hang his shirts up in the closet he reached in and pulled out a couple of hangers. As the clothes swayed, something in the back of the closet caught his eye. He looked again but the clothes were covering where he wanted to look so he reached into the closet and pushed the clothes aside. There was a brass doorknob, shining like a beacon, glaring out at him. All thoughts of tiredness disappeared immediately. He looked carefully around the knob. He checked for a door that could exist no more than this knob could. There was no door. Only the knob. He reached out and turned the knob. It turned like a regular door knob but nothing happened. It felt solid in his hand. It was an old fashioned type of door knob. Usually with a door knob like that there was a keyhole where the key would be inserted. Jimmy inspected carefully and not only was there no keyhole, there was no door. He searched all around the wall where the door knob was but it remained a solid wall. “Weird,” he thought.
His grandparents' house was once an old farmhouse. The house long ago stood in the middle of a farmers field but now it was surrounded by other houses in the middle of town. It had many secrets but this was a new one. He thought about where his closet was located. It backed onto the stairway. He rushed out into the hall and checked the stairway. There was no knob on the wall of the stairway. Feeling dejected he quickly returned to his bedroom and to the back of his closet. The door knob was still there. He turned it, twisted it, pulled on it hard with both feet on the wall for leverage but to no avail. The doorknob remained static. Having thought of everything he could do to get the knob and expected door open he did what every 12 year old boy does when he is faced with a dilemma he cannot solve.
"Mom," he called. "Could you come up here for a minute?" He stepped out of the closet to await the arrival of his mother.
"What is it?" she asked as she entered the room.
"Can you take a look in the closet, back left, behind the shirts."
"Okay," she replied, a little perplexed. "Back corner, left side. Hmmm," she said as she moved the clothes out of the way. "Flat wall, Painted expertly if I do say so myself."
"What?" roared Jimmy. He raced into the closet beside his mother. He stood, mouth agape, looking at the place on the wall where the doorknob had been just seconds ago.
"Is there something here I am supposed to notice? Or is this one of those diversions people need to surprise you on your birthday."
"Your birthday is months away," replied Jimmy as he let the clothes fall back and then moved them out of the way a couple of times. "That’s weird," he said.
"What’s weird?" she asked.
"When I was putting the clothes away there was a doorknob at the back of the closet but it’s not there now."
"I know there is no doorknob, nor was there a door in that closet. It backs onto the stairway. I also spent a great deal of time locked in that closet by your uncle.” She shivered at the memories her words invoked. “If there was a door I would have used it." his mom replied. "I think your imagination has run away with you."
"I didn’t imagine it," he said with anger building on every word. "It was there. I felt it. I pulled on it. Nothing happened."
"Right,” she replied. “You need to put the rest of your clothes away and get washed up for dinner. Five minutes at most," she said as she exited the room.
Jimmy sat down on the bed confused. He knew what he saw. It was there. What had happened? Slowly he got up off the bed and walked to the closet door. He reached into the closet and pulled the clothes aside. There on the wall was the shiny brass doorknob. He blinked, looked away and looked back in the closet. The doorknob was still there. He shook his head musing over why it was there now and not when his mom was there. Surely it didn’t mean that he alone was supposed to see it. He reached out, touched it, turned it and then stepped back. Again nothing happened. It was just a door knob in the back of his closet that his mom couldn’t see.
It was time for dinner. His mom kept him busy through the evening so it wasn’t until the next morning that he had a chance to explore the doorknob further. He stood before his closet, took a big breath and took a step forward and then he stopped dead on the spot. Something was different in the closet. He took a good look before he noticed that there was a door outlined in the back of the closet. He shoved the clothes aside roughly and stood peering at a solid wood, old fashioned door with the brass doorknob attached to it. Oak was his estimation. Two inlaid panels, top and bottom, surrounded by very solid wood. A very formal, and he supposed expensive, door.
"Whoa!" he said to himself silently. "This is just too weird." It was then that he noticed the envelope attached to the door. The handwriting was an old fashioned script. He peered at it carefully, reached out and felt it. The envelope felt like nothing he had ever felt before in his life. The script was a bit hard to read. He pulled it off the door and glanced at it more closely. He turned it over. Nothing was on the back.
"Jimmy," his mother called out. " Are you planning on coming downstairs this morning?" She got like this when she was annoyed about something. He was sure he would find out in a minute. He would have to be quick. Being patient was not one of her strongest points.
"Be down in a couple of minutes," he replied. He looked back at the envelope, then turned it over and lifted the flap. He pulled out the paper inside. It was written in a flowery style almost cursive in its form. The paper felt thicker than most of the paper he normally wrote on at school. It was almost cardboard in its feel but was easily more bendable. He flipped the paper over and saw that there was nothing written on the back side. He stared at the writing again, slowly determining what was written there. It was written in crisp script:
Beyond the door is what you seek
Turn the handle. Take a peek!
Enter the chamber if you dare
But friend beware
Tis’ not with your eyes
But with your heart
That messages deliver
What they impart
For all that is sought
Is never owned
Our message is for you
Alone
Jimmy peered at it wondering what it all meant. Messages deliver what they impart? Pretty bizarre. As he was thinking about it he gazed at the door and then back at the paper. He read it over again and then he noticed something in small print near the bottom of the sheet of paper.
Enter if your heart is pure.
"Well," Jimmy thought. "Can a heart ever be pure? It has all that blood running through it and blood is pretty messy and disgusting." He decided to chance it anyway, his curiosity getting the better of him. He walked forward and turned the doorknob. At once the door opened. He paused uncomfortably, took a big breath, and looked at the door where it had opened. He looked through the door expecting to see the staircase that ran on the other side of the door. To his surprise he was looking down a long hallway. It was dark in the hall. He looked back at his windows and saw light streaming through from the morning sun. He looked back at the hall. Pure darkness. He took a step through the door and the door shut quietly behind him. It gave him a start but he moved forward into the room.
The first thing he noticed was that there were windows but the shades were drawn. He walked over and lifted the blinds filling the room with light. He looked further around the room. He noticed that there was an old fashioned wooden bed with what looked like straw coming out of the end of it. He touched the blankets and felt a coarseness he had never felt before. He looked up and saw that there were spider webs everywhere. In one corner of the room he saw an old hockey stick. He walked over to it. The label on the handle said #4 ORR. There was a card attached. "This stick is the one in the famous picture from 1970 when the Boston Bruins won the Stanley Cup." Next to it was a bat that looked like it was painted black from top to bottom with an envelope of money attached to it. He looked at the name on it. Shoeless Joe Jackson. On the wall above them was a very old picture, a sketch really of a very famous painting he had seen in a book, The Mona Lisa. It was hanging above the bat and the stick. In the corner of the room was a very old airplane that didn’t look like it should be able to get off the ground.
On the wall beside the stick stood a wall of bookshelves. As he scanned it Jimmy saw many books. Some he did not recognize the titles or authors. Others he did. There were books by Hemingway, Steinbeck, Fitzgerald and many older than that. Sitting beside them was a pristine copy of The Deathly Hollows. He pulled it from the shelf and flipped open the cover. Inside was inscribed "Couldn’t have done it without you." He put the book back without comment. On the wall closest to the door there was a desk. Above the desk was a splendid painting of Sunflowers. On the desk was an old document that had what looked to be the first draft of something in a strangely written handwriting. ”Four score and seven years ago,” he read. Sitting on the document was a very old pair of glasses, as if waiting for the owner to return. And in the middle of the desk was a book. The book stood open to the center page.
"What is this?" he asked himself. He looked down at the book and heard.
"This is the room of inspiration," the book read. Jimmy jumped back and landed on the bed. He felt as if he was being swallowed up by the bed as he struggled to place his feet firmly on the floor. Once he gained his composure he looked at the book again. There was nothing but a blank page.
"A room of inspiration," he thought to himself. "I wonder how a room can be inspiring?"
Suddenly things began swirling. The plane came to life and was zooming around the room. The hockey stick began moving and a gravelly voice began a play by play. Books flew off the shelves and opened with voices flying from the page.
Jimmy stepped back and shouted "enough!" Everything shot back into place and silence reigned. The book on the desk had some more writing on its page.
"A room of inspiration is a place where ideas are developed and thoughts become real," the book had written.
"So why am I here?" Jimmy asked.
"Before something really important happens there are seeds sown. They are cultivated carefully, given reasons for developing and after careful consideration moulded into something that exemplifies excellence. Today you have been invited to begin the process. It is time to develop your idea although you may have no idea it is being developed but it is. The seeds are being planted. After years of trials and tribulations and careful thought your idea will spring forward into life."
"Idea?" thought Jimmy to himself. "I have an idea that needs to be developed.
"Everyone has ideas," said a voice coming from the doorway. Jimmy looked up quickly to see an elderly man close the door and walk to the closet to hang up his hat. "You have ideas. One of those ideas is important. It will develop over time. You are having an idea right now."
"I am?" mumbled Jimmy.
"Come now Jimmy. You are wondering who I am and why I am here in the secret room you have been invited into at your Grandparents house. I am the muse Rodney at your service."
"Rodney?" Jimmy thought to himself. "How can a guy so old have a name like Rodney"
"My mother's side. It is an old family name. Yes I am the muse."
He looked around in wonder. "How is a hockey stick inspiring?" Jimmy asked. It was curious that a piece of wood would be in the room.
"The use of it by the owner was inspiring. The imaginations of anyone who saw the game were inspired. The dreams of children about the picture were inspiring. Writers have made references to it. This is but your first visit to the room of inspiration. It will be the first of many. Now, it appears that you are yet to be truly inspired but the invitation is still there. Your seed has been sown. You may return at any time you choose. Be inspired here, but for now you must return to your bedroom."
Jimmy looked the muse straight in the eye. "This is just too weird."
"Yes, I suppose it is. It is what all the others who have written, thought, and developed ideas in this room have thought over time. Leonardo was afraid that his talents had left him."
"Leonardo?" said Jimmy. "Di Caprio?"
"Ah yes," said the muse. "Di Caprio was inspired here and continues to be inspired but, alas, I am talking about Da Vinci."
Jimmy looked somewhat skeptical. "And what about Shoeless Joe?" He asked.
"Joe was inspired by the thought of playing the game to the best of his ability. It was his only real idea. It was so simple but so worthwhile because it reflected the best of who he was. The last time he visited he left the money from the 1919 World Series. He didn’t want it. He played to win. He always played to win. But now I must insist. You must return to your bedroom."
Jimmy walked towards the door. "You said I could come back?"
"Yes. Any time."
"How will I know when it is time?" Jimmy asked.
"The door knob will appear."
"In the closet?"
"Always in the closet. But not always at your Grandparents house. When you are ready and the time is right it will be there. The door knob knows when the time is right."
Jimmy nodded as he stepped through the door. There are some things in life that are better to accept as they are. This appeared, to Jimmy, to be one of them. He closed the door gently and headed for the stairs. It was time for breakfast and then to have some fun.